Chapter 9 - Scars and Secrets

The transition from nanny to mafia Donna was jarring, violent, and utterly surreal.
When I woke up the next morning and stepped out into the sunlit corridors of the Sicilian estate, the atmosphere had entirely shifted. The maids, who had previously treated me with a mix of aloof indifference and subtle disdain, now plastered themselves against the walls, lowering their eyes in deep, reverent bows as I passed.
“Buongiorno, Donna Moretti,” they murmured in unison.
I clutched my cardigan tightly around myself, feeling like an absolute fraud. The heavy gold ring on my finger felt like it weighed a hundred pounds.
I found Leo in the courtyard, sitting on a stone fountain, playing with a small wooden boat. Dante was standing a few feet away, heavily armed, his eyes constantly scanning the perimeter.
When Leo saw me, his face lit up. He dropped the boat and ran toward me on his short, chubby legs. I knelt down, catching him in my arms and spinning him around, relishing the sound of his bright, uninhibited giggles.
“Good morning, my brave boy,” I whispered, pressing a kiss to his dark curls.
Dante gave me a respectful nod. “Good morning, Mrs. Moretti. The boss left early for a meeting in Palermo. He requested you keep the boy within the inner walls today.”
“Of course, Dante,” I replied, standing up and taking Leo’s small hand.
The day passed in a hazy blur of Mediterranean sun, rich food, and quiet playtime. Being Leo’s mother—even a fake one—felt incredibly natural. The gaping, bleeding hole in my heart that had been left by the loss of my own daughter was slowly, miraculously beginning to close, filled by the love of this broken, beautiful little boy.
It was nearly midnight when Ricardo finally returned.
I was sitting in the massive master suite library, wrapped in a silk robe, reading a book by the light of the fire. The adjoining door to my private room was open. I hadn't locked it. I told myself it was so I could hear if Leo woke up down the hall, but deep down, I knew it was because I wanted to hear Ricardo come home.
The heavy oak doors opened, and Ricardo stepped inside. He looked exhausted. He had discarded his suit jacket and tie; his white dress shirt was unbuttoned halfway down his chest, the sleeves rolled up.
He stopped when he saw me sitting in the leather armchair by the fire. A flicker of surprise crossed his face, followed by something much darker and far more dangerous.
“You’re awake,” he noted, his voice a low, gravelly rasp that sent a shiver straight down my spine.
“I was reading,” I said softly, closing the book. “Did the meetings go well?”
Ricardo let out a harsh, cynical laugh. He walked over to the crystal decanter, pouring himself a generous measure of scotch. “If by 'well' you mean I spent ten hours convincing a table of murderers that my new wife isn't a weakness they can exploit, then yes. It was a resounding success.”
He walked toward the fire, sinking into the leather armchair opposite mine. The flames cast dancing shadows across his face, highlighting the sharp, aristocratic lines of his jaw and the heavy exhaustion pulling at his eyes.
As he leaned back, the fabric of his shirt pulled taut, and I noticed something I hadn't seen before. Just beneath his collarbone, tracing down his chest and disappearing beneath his shirt, were thick, jagged, silver scars. They weren't from bullets. They looked like they had been made by a blade.
I stared, unable to look away.
Ricardo caught my gaze. He didn't cover the scars. Instead, he took a slow sip of his scotch, his dark eyes locking onto mine, burning with an intensity that made the room feel suddenly, suffocatingly hot.
“You’re staring, Clara,” he murmured.
I flushed, looking away quickly. “I’m sorry. I didn't mean to pry.”
“You are my wife,” he said, the word wife rolling off his tongue with a dark, possessive weight. “You have the right to look. You have the right to know what kind of monster you married.”
He set his glass down on the side table and leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees.
“My father gave me the first one when I was fourteen,” Ricardo said quietly, pointing to a vicious scar near his shoulder. “I hesitated during a 'business' meeting. I showed mercy to a man who owed us money. My father took a hunting knife and carved a reminder into my flesh that mercy is a luxury the Moretti family cannot afford.”
My breath hitched. The casual, detached way he spoke about his own abuse was terrifying.
“The others,” he gestured vaguely to his chest, “are from rivals. From men who thought they could take the crown. I learned very quickly that in this world, if you bleed, the sharks circle. You must be untouchable. Unfeeling.”
He looked up at me, his eyes softening just a fraction, revealing a profound, agonizing loneliness beneath the armor.
“Then Elena died,” he whispered. “And I realized I was so busy being a king, I didn't know how to be a father. I watched my son shatter into a million pieces, and all my power, all my money, meant absolutely nothing.”
I stood up slowly, crossing the small space between us. I didn't think about the danger, or the contract, or the fact that this man was a lethal criminal. I only saw a man who was bleeding out on the inside.
I knelt down in front of his chair. I reached out, my trembling fingers gently brushing against the scarred skin exposed by his unbuttoned shirt.
Ricardo sucked in a sharp breath. His entire body went rigid, every muscle snapping taut.
“You don't have to be a monster with us, Ricardo,” I whispered, looking up into his wide, burning eyes. “You kept us safe. That is what a father does. That is what a good man does.”
Ricardo stared at me, the air between us suddenly thickening with a heavy, electric tension. His gaze dropped to my lips. His large, rough hands slowly came up, cupping my face. His thumbs gently traced my cheekbones, wiping away a tear I hadn't realized had fallen.
“I am not a good man, Clara,” he rasped, leaning in until his breath ghosted across my mouth. “I am a very bad man who is currently fighting every instinct he has not to drag you into his bed and ruin you.”
My heart pounded frantically, a wild, reckless heat flooding my veins. “Maybe I don't want to be protected tonight,” I breathed.
Ricardo’s eyes went completely black with desire. He leaned in, his lips a fraction of an inch from mine, the fiery heat of his body pulling me in like gravity.
Suddenly, the heavy oak doors of the library burst open.
Ricardo snapped back, instantly reaching for the handgun resting on the side table, his body shielding mine in a fraction of a second.
Dante stood in the doorway, chest heaving, his face pale and slick with sweat. He was holding an encrypted tactical radio that was blaring frantic, staticky Russian.
“Boss,” Dante gasped, looking at us with wide, terrified eyes. “We have a problem. The perimeter alarms didn't go off, but the guards at the North Gate are gone. Volkov didn't send a hit squad this time.”
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Ricardo cocked his gun, his jaw clenched in absolute fury. “What did he send, Dante?”
“He sent a small army,” Dante said grimly. “They’re in the lemon groves. And they have RPGs.”